Saturday, February 28, 2009

Quit giving aid to hamassholes

So I'm wondering how long we'll have to keep forking out money to Hamas/Gaza for them to keep up with their terrorist ways with Isreal? Seriously, they have gotten millions/billions in aid to rebuild and everytime, nothing is rebuilt and the money is spent by their "government" to keep throwing bombs into Isreal...they're never gonna stop....let them rebuild on their own....let them suffer for their misdeeds. Let them understand that none of us want to keep paying for them to be assholes.
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Friday, February 27, 2009

Summer Wine

Another of my favorite's just....


I'm dehydrated at the moment...and the water photo made me feel better...
I was sick all night last night and wow...if you need to lose some weight...I got a great virus for you. I can truly see how people can die from being sick.
Well, I'm feeling much better, have a headache from being dehydrated but it's getting better.
I must go into town and run some errands....I was supposed to meet one of my friends at the studio and I forgot! Schmuck!
I'm going to get a move on and get some stuff done now. Well, ta ta and have a virus free day where ever you may be.
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Thursday, February 26, 2009


La Plata Canyon is a very cool's one of my favorite places, every time I go I see something cool. I can't wait until the snow melts and I can go back :D Happy place indeed! I can't wait to take the dogs either! I need to buy another leash....Bo Bo chewed one in half....he's a shoe chewer too....
Well, it's Thursday...I need to go get some stuff for the prop...I'm excited to make it :D It's gonna be very cool!
Well, I'm off to have a day...hope you have one too...Ta ta...
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Wednesday, February 25, 2009

Cool Version...

Big Guy...

Bear is getting to be a giant moose! He's sitting behind me in the chair...he just barely fits...actually I have to sit on the front of the chair so he'll fit...he might be huge, but he's still a baby...a giant baby....BoBo won't sit still long enough he's a blur in all the we ejected him from the shoot.
This is their rowdy time of night...they'll pass out in about 20 minutes...funny dogs.
Well, I've got to take out and let them stretch for a bit. Ta ta and have a groovy evening where ever you may be chillin this eve.
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Tuesday, February 24, 2009

Monday, February 23, 2009

The world...

The world is full of unhappiness....sometimes it seems impossible to escape.....but just when you think things are darkest...realize that true happiness comes from within.
Sometimes you just have to let the demons out....Say what's on your mind. Sometimes it's the only way to feel better.
I tend to say what's on my mind and when push comes to shove, I'm downright blunt about it. I don't mince words. I say how I feel. I'm always honest and I can't say my goal is to hurt, more to awaken, but sometimes the truth hurts...and I'm sorry for pain...but maybe my hope is, is that there will be an eye opening experience for someone else....but I've found in life that people don't change unless they really want to....and most people don't want to change...they like themselves the way they are, they see nothing wrong with themselves....that's ok for other people to live like that but it's not for me.
I like to experiment in life, see new things, do new things...from my experiences I have found I may change a little, I may change a lot, I may not change at all, Staying open to new ideas, meeting new people, talking with people about their experiences has made me more successful in life. I have a pretty good life really. Almost my entire life makes me happy. I do have a dark spot and it causes me great pain, but I carry on, because there's more life up ahead and I have to set a good example in life for my kid.
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Saturday, February 21, 2009

Windy, ragged path...

Life is a windy, ragged path eh? Life is too short to waste any precious time. It goes by entirely too fast for my liking.
I try to impress this upon my child. I want her to understand and take advantage....Not that I didn't mind you. I've lived a pretty interesting life thus far. It never ceases to amaze me even though I say nothing else can phase me....never utter those words has a funny way of throwing you a left hook soon afterwards!
Anyways....onward and usual, that's how it goes. Life doesn't stop for you to look back and regret. It does not wait for you to get out of bed. It never, ever waits, even though it loves to make you wait.
You can either hang on and enjoy the ride or you can slip under the surface and struggle, flail and see only the distorted, bubblized view.
If you don't do something now, you may never. And like I said before life is too short to waste any precious time. Ta ta and have a clear view of the world, where ever you may be.
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Can't I'm doing laundry and blogging. Sup?
I can feel spring coming....daylight is lingering a little longer than usual. Mmmmm....summer...
I can't wait to take my dogs hiking! It's going to be great fun. Bear is going to have a heart attack from pure pleasure I think....BoBo will probably end up being carried :)
I've been hooking up with some old friends on facebook....what a great site :D finding all my old cohorts! Good times! Just takes me back....funny times for sure!!!
My kid just laughs at our hair in the 80's, she thinks it's funny....she's all "Scene". I tell her she's soft core punk...slightly emo...LOL She's my fuzzy little bunny. Her new solo rocks! I'm excited for competition and recital!!!!
Well, I'm getting sleepy...tomorrow will be busy for sure....ta ta and have Super Saturday!!!!
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Tuesday, February 17, 2009


This is where I wish I was.....far away from everything...peaceful...warm....everything my life isn't at the moment.
Well, either here or's just one of those days I guess. When I realize that people just don't give a shit about anyone but themselves and it depresses me because for some reason I can not stop giving a shit.
And of course I'm really not talking about any of my friends. (That's the nice part about having can hand pick em') My life is busy, it always has been. I've made it that way on purpose. I like it that way. I don't mind adding more on to my schedule...especially if it's for people that I love....the people I love. I wish they felt that way about me just for once.
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Waiting.....'s one of those things that you just can't control the mercy of those you're waiting on. This blows. I don't like to wait...It's been forever. Why can't they just call?
Ah...well...of the get some work done....hopefully we shall get the answers we seek....Ta ta....
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Monday, February 16, 2009

Monday la lalala....

Well, my dogs somehow, someway pulled the crockpot with my dinner in it off of the kitchen counter :( I was really looking forward to it...I was really grumpy about it...but then Bear kept pushing his squeaky toy onto my leg, making noises with it until I laughed..
Butthole :D
Ah, well, Mark was right, I shouldn't have given them some before I just made them want it more.
Lesson learned I suppose. No more cooking in the crockpot till we have the kennels.
Well, I'm off to relax and plan my tomorrow...hopefully I'll get a lot taken care of in the morning. That's the plan anyways....well, ta ta and have a fruitful Tuesday....
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Sunday, February 15, 2009


I may sound contradictory at times...but if you actually read what I say you'll realize that I truly believe in helping my fellow man. I also believe helping them doesn't always include handing them a check and saying good luck. Helping them see there's a whole wide world out there with a huge, open future.
See, the main problem with us humans is most people live in their own little bubbles. They don't see there is a different way to do everything. That you can make life work for you rather than working for life.
I'd rather hand someone some knowledge that would give them incentive to want more (out of life, not things)....but I also realize that there are many, many people who truly need help in life and our society does nothing to help them move up even one rung on our ladder of society. These are our sisters and brothers, our fellow countrymen. We're letting our own down....we have been for a long time.
We are after all all human beings. We are one, whether you like it or doesn't matter. What matters in the end is how you, yourself treated others. Whether you shed the fear and got up and made a difference. Check on your neighbors....give a helping hand when you can. Do something for someone else with no ulterior motives other than the fact that it needs to be done. Start that ripple...
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Look Away If You Dare

Even if another person never helped me in life I would continue to give a helping hand to any individual that needs it. Want to know why? It's simple. That's what we're supposed to do. You can laugh and scoff all you want. We all have a purpose and place in life...we all have something to offer to others. We can make money off what our talents are and we have the ability to teach others and give it back. It doesn't matter your background, everyone has something to give, whether it's their time, money, energy, thoughts, etc....
What else are we if we don't give back?
I dare you to look away from a person who is in need next time. Feel that tightness in your chest? Feel that heavy feeling? That's your conscience telling you you can do more and you know it. Look away and do nothing...tell me how it feels..nah don't bother I see how people who can look away look, I don't want to feel that way.....remember only circumstances seperate you from those in need. Circumstances change.
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Saturday, February 14, 2009

Happy Stupid Valentines Day :D

Don't get me wrong....I like love, love is good. What a stupid holiday....I mean really express your love everyday! Here's my Valentines song.

natural health

I captured this little fellow this summer sitting on some brush outside my livingroom window. I still haven't gotten a great shot of a hummingbird yet...I will this spring & summer.
So my main topic today is natural health care. Before you roll your eyes. Realize that we come from the earth...via God....the plants and things on this earth are for our benefit. I truly believe that we can make a huge difference in our health by taking care of our bodies in a natural holistic way.
My newest kick...and one I'll probably continue forever because I'm thoroughly amazed at the results....Oil Pulling....Look it up...It really has made a difference and I've only been doing it for about three weeksish...I was lazy the past few days...and I caught a cold.
Let me tell you the first amazing teeth are incredibly white....amazing mouth feels uber healthy...second amazing thing...when everyone else got really sick the week before last...I caught it also...but my symptoms were much less severe. I just got the headache, lost my voice, a few aches...other than that I felt great. Third, but not skin is amazing....I'm talking amazing difference. So anyways...I give if 5 stars! Try takes a little getting used to...but really isn't so bad....I don't really care for the sesame oil....anyways....look it up at earth clinic or anywhere else. I highly recommend it.
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Friday, February 13, 2009


Ahh...I did not do much today...I'm going to clean up a bit in a moment. I'm just tired. Had to take a break. Woke up not feeling so hot and figured I could use a rest. I slept was nice....went grocery shopping for the parental unit and came home and chilled. I like it. Haven't been this lazy in a while. Oh....I did do laundry...that had to be done...can't let that go~
Poor Mark Mark's bike quit working today while on vacation to ride his bike! I feel bad.
Ah well, I guess I'm just gonna chill and go to bed early. Saturdays are long sometimes.... :D I'm taking some photos after classes tomorrow. I love to take pics of dancers...they're one of my favorite subjects.

Thursday, February 12, 2009


Shazamm mo truckers....
You know I have this issue....with the Welfare system of our country. My issue being it is not there to help people at all, it's there to provide for people who want to live on welfare. And don't come back with you can only stay on it for so long. Bullshit. The people who live on welfare have a job indeed. Their job is to get that welfare check and they know how to work the system.
So...onward and forward....I go to get some help for my parents with their heating bill...and they can't help them. Mind you they are living on my Dad's pension and have hundreds of dollars worth of prescriptions and oxygen and such to pay for. But because they worked hard their whole lives and own things and my dad gets a decent pension (that while my mom worked made their lives comfortable) they are penalized by this welfare system for working hard. Wait isn't it supposed to be there to help people? That's what I was thinking.
It's not their to help you. You're screwed if you own anything nice. You're screwed if you're a hardworking person fallen on rough times.
Welfare is there to keep people who don't want to work in their place. Stuffed away in some shady corners of our communities rotting away in some sub-human existance they call life...not participating in the real world but cut off...because the government could care less if they make a better life for themselves. It's just a nice mass of people they can easily control.
Now, don't get your panties in a bunch. I know that their are a lot of people who need help and don't stay on the system. I see nothing wrong with needing help for a while, while you get on your feet. Sometimes, people really do need help. To all the other welfare fucks who live on the system....Do yourself and your children and their children's children a favor and make a way for yourself. This country was founded by people seeking freedom, hardworking people with big balls and you're dishonoring and undermining everything they did for us, no matter your heritage our ancestors shouldn't have toiled and suffered for nothing. Get up off your collective welfare asses help make this country stronger. You'll be amazed at how good it will make you feel.
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Carry on....

Even if you have clarity of all aspects of life it still doesn't make it any easier when you're faced with losing someone you love. It's hard to even fathom the thought. But it's good to prepare oneself for the worst always and pray for the best eh?! Yes.
These curveballs that life throws us are bullshit. But they won't stop me. Ever. I won't ever let it happen purposely.
They can change my circumstances but they won't stop me. Life is too short to not carry on.
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Tuesday, February 10, 2009

Life is good eh?

Life is good. I'm finally getting back on track with everything. I probably shouldn't have written that.
I've got to scrub the kitchen floor and then I'm almost done cleaning for the night. I can't wait until I don't have to clean everything, every single night when I get home from work. It will be nice. I tried to take a pic with the doggies, but they wanted to fight so it didn't happen. They are too funny, extremely jealous of each other. The house wasn't so bad tonight....they are learning...slowly. At least they're trying :)
I have to get some photos going on this week. I got some classes but there are a ton that I haven't.
I can't wait to get my new camera :D I'm very excited about it.
Well, I need to finish the housework...ta ta and have a superb evening where ever you may be tonight.
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Monday, February 9, 2009

Kitchen floor

I'm tired.
I came home to a messy house again.
Which is getting on my nerves
The dogs.
They keep chewing everything.
They got a christmas ornament.
Given to us.
Had paint on the inside.
Paint wasn't dry.
Paint all over kitchen floor.
White kitchen floor.
White with yellow spots.
Yellow spots from dogs eating container of turmeric.
Periwinkle dog prints.
Took an hour to scrub.
Kitchen floor is fucked.
Dogs are getting early birthday presents.

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Sunday, February 8, 2009


Often times in our lives we must become something more than what we were....well, I suppose some are less inclined to changing....but some of us change....not more of who we are already, but a new branch in life.
Old patterns blending with new.
Life is amazing and screwed up at the same time.
It's scary to see how fragile it really is. It's mind-blowing to know how much abuse a small human body can withstand....or not. It's sad to see how something that started out as no problem at all can destroy an entire family.
I've always taken a pro-active stance in life. I want to live, I want it all. I want to do it all....I want to go out like a champ....running this body into the ground until all I can do is sit in a chair and tell my crazy stories to people who may or may not care ;)
The past few weeks have made me contemplative and yes moody...however, I've decided I've just grown another branch on my lovely tree of wish is that with care it grow a long while...
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